ChellaBella's Blog

Im adopted, and recently. I had found some of my adoption papers, well come to find out, my adopted parents, whom feel like my real parents because ive been with them ever since i was born, Well, they had always told me so much bad things about my birth mother...that i was a mistake to her and i wasnt wanted, they told me this when i was in elementary school. well i had saw something that had my name on it, but it was my birth mothers last name and the middle name was different, i asked if they changed my name, they said no...well that was a couple of years ago.. i just found my birth certificate with that same name i saw on it....i saw the recipt about my name change. I also found a letter to my moms lawyer from my birth mom stating that she never wanted to put me up for adoption and she never gave concent for me to be adopted. all my life ive been lied to...well it gets better, a couple months be4 i found this out. it was prom night, well i left for prom. My birth mom came to my house and my sister who lives in germany, and my sister came down from germany just to see me, and i was at prom at the time, well my mom told her that it wasnt the right time for them to see me because i was very stressed out with graduating and all.