Living in LA is a BITCH! And yet I still love it. It's sickening the things we'll do just to please ourselves. I've reached that stage in life where you just truly don't give a crap about what people think of you. We all try our hardest to be independant and one of a kind amongst all the other people who are trying to be independant and one of a kind and we all just end up doing the same thing. I cringe at the idea of having children right now, I know I will have them and love them one day. But, the idea of taking care of a child right now makes me want to poke my own eyes out. I'm feeling compelled to be single again although I'm in a commited relationship. And, the idea of being married is just not a want of mine. You don't need a ceremony to be with someone for as long as you want to be. I don't know, I'm just being me right now, and if people don't like it, I could give a rats...